just the two of us.
no one is right, or wrong.
i didn't know i had hurt you, so much.
i, was almost obsessed with new people, new friends, new class.
it seemed to me that you were too.
i got used to the fact that you talk to people through fb walls.
and i thought that you didnt need to talk to me through fb, because we talk enough.
but we don't even talk nowadays.
true, i go over to wisdom now, i barely see you anymore.
i only see you, almost only on wednesdays?
and you're always, always so busy.
scmun, rmun, rjc's current affairs stuff, cheer, council, and i dont know? what else.
and yet, you still do well in your studies.
i would be lying if i said that im not jealous.
yes, i am.
i truly am, i get pissed, when you get depressed over your english grades, depressed, when its still an A1.
i dont know what to feel, what to say, what to do.
i'm failing, and you got an A1 even though it's a low A1, way below your usual grade for english.
perhaps, because its your best subject.
but, i dont even have a best subject.
i, practically suck at everything that i do.
i dont know what to even say to you now.
you do know that all my friends dislike you... right?
its like i have to make a choice between my friends.
you, or ziting and sonia?
i just want a friend, a friend that i can cling on to in school, a friend that will always be there for me, a friend that i can talk to no matter when, a friend that i won't end up bitching about.
you used to be that friend.
we used to have so much fun, together.
but now, i dont understand your fandom, i dont understand the way you work anymore.
i know that i changed, alot, i changed so much, from someone that didnt bother to study, from someone that didnt use to care to someone that studies so much, to someone that actually bothers about what people think of me now.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry, we drifted apart.
i'm sorry, i didnt realise that you were sad too sooner.
i'm sorry, i thought that i was the only one in pain.
i'm sorry, but i really dont know what to do anymore.
do you actually know how friendless i feel.
do you seriously think that im close to ziting?
do you seriously think that i like being daoed all the time.
i dont want to be with people like that.
i have to choose the correct words before actually saying it.
thinking before i say.
i never used to do that, and i dont have to do that when im with you.
i still love you:)
being right.
--it hurts.
No more.